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soooo....we donated $10 coz that's all we can afford. We also have a ton of clothes and things we won't be needing anymore, so we'll finish unpacking this week and donate all that...
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I've decided to find myself before socializing any further, thus avoiding future embarrassment. I will post my address for the summer later, and I will write you if I am ever in the mood to do so.
I am ditching the net after this summer, so after a approximately 4 year addiction, I'll quit cold turkey. Ouch.

I probably still will use e-mail, though. Ask around if you don't have it yet
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Taken from a fellow painter who is much better than I :p

213 questions, I belive...don't ya wish I knew how to do the LJ cut?

0001. What are your initials? ARAM

0002. Were you named after anyone? first name: some japanese prince: middle name: my mom's friend in highschool or college...

0003. What is your full name? I am not entitled to provide you with such information

0004. What is/are your favorite color(s) purple, pink, black, red, white, green, brown...actually, just all if they aren't being abused

0005. What is your natural hair color?red brown

0006. What color are your eyes? middle brown

0007. Where do you live? Brooklyn

0008. How many ear piercings do you have? 1

0009. What is your height? like I know

0010. When did you last cry? today

0011. If you were making a movie about yourself, what kind of a movie would it be? autobiographical indie...duuuuh

0012. Who are you jealous of? that's a weakness I am not ready to share with the world

0013. What do you look for out of life? something to leave behind and a choice of solitude

0014. Why are you filling out this survey? lack of better things to do, trying to feel better etc

0015. If you were another person, would you be friends with you? no, because I'd probably be really shallow and not understand why I don't like what everyone else likes

0017. What is the sexiest thing a guy/girl can wear? something that complements their body

0018. What do you do to prevent anger? introvert, try to meditate, but I get very agitated...silent treatment or cry

0019. Are you passive or aggressive? agressive...

0020. Who is your idol? I have yet to find one...it is impossible to tell

0021. Who is your second family? the few people who I believe to be my friends

0022. What class do you think is totally useless? all of the classes that I have no interest in. I will not use it if I'm not interested in it...handy to know, yes, but I will never care about the things I learned in highschool other than art, social relationships and life.

0023. Are you afraid of anything? wouldn't you like to know?...losing my mom and brother...

0024. What is/are your nickname(s)? BUNKIEEEEE, ayo, ayolee, ayole

0025. How much money would it take before you kissed a member (your choice) of the same sex on the lips? well, kissing someone of the same sex hasn't been a problem for me, as I don't take it very personal...it's nothing extremely intimate, so ... for free? I dunno

0026. What are you worried about right now? who's gonna have custody over me in the next 2 or so years...like I'm some sort of object...geez

0027. Missed school because it was raining? no

0028. What school do you go to? LaGuardia Highschool

0029. Who have you known the longest of your friends? Well, still in touch with it's Rosanagh, but in general Katie...or Demitries (sp) if we were still in touch

0030. What is your talent? drawing, ceramics and painting...and just being sad

0031. Who knows all your secrets? ME

0032. Who was the last person you cried with? like I know...I haven't cried with anyone in ages... *in a toughie voice* I cry Alone

0033. When was the last time you showered? yesterday...morning !!!

0034. What is your computer desk made of? plastice Iguess

0035. What are the last 4 numbers in your phone #? I don't know

0036. What was the last thing that you ate? ummm...fries I guess

0037. What was the last thing you drank? dr Pepper

0038. How many buddies do you have on your list? which list...I have 50+ on instant messengers...

0039. How`s the weather right now? chilly, but not awful

0040. How old are you? 16

0041. whens your birthday? the same day the Gates opened in Central Park

0042. Who is the last person you talked to online? well, now it's Nora

0043. Who do you trust the most? Mom, Nora and Erika

0044. Who are your 10 closest friends? Erika, Nora, Jamie, Alex, Sarah...that's about as close as they get...other than that I just have a bunch of people who are my friends, but I don't feel a particular connection with...no offense

0045. What is your astrology sign? Aquarius baby

0046. What is your favorite clothing store? Oh, I dunno...Escada...it's where I got most of my stuff from

0047. What is the last movie you saw? just now I saw Envy, but in theaters it was Shark Tale

0048. What is the most important thing in life? Living, understanding it, and leaving something behind


0049. Ice cream flavor? in italy it's Chocolate...otherwise I don't really like it too much

0050. Cold drink? erm...water..and I'd drink it more often if only it weren't from the tap

0051. Hot drink? tea

0052. Family member? mommy

0053. Clothing brand/store? escada, as I said before...and Miss Sixty

0054. Season? late spring or early autumn

0055. Movie? too many

0056. Toy as a child? Ringo!!!

0057. Subject? Art!

0058. Song? see 0055

0059. TV show? erm...Scrubs :D


0060. Snore? no

0061. Cry? no...my tear ducts dried up...OF COURSE I DO!!!

0062. Wear overalls? I want to

0063. Think you`re strong emotionally? yeah

0064. Feel understood most of the time? nobody is ever truly understood...it's an illusion or something close to it

0065. Believe in God? is there any proof? no? well then

0066. Believe in magic? see 0065

0067. Believe in myths? "There is truth in them. it's like the telephone game."
right on Laura

0068. Look like any celebrities? my mom says that my ideal camera angle is the same as Catherine Zeta-Jones...but no, I don't...

0069. Like sarcasm? turns me on...not really, but I do like it

0070. Trust others? I don't like to but I do

0071. Like sappy love songs? they make me uncomfortable

0072. Think looks matter? it depends on for what

0073. Find yourself attractive? yeah, but knowing me at the moment also very unattractive...damn teenager body...and hormones...

0074. Think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? no, I'm shriveled and bitter and I don't believe in fairy tales or anything of the sort
oooo darkness

0075. Wish on stars? yeah

0076. Like your handwriting? yeah...I wanna marry it :D

0077. Sleep with any stuffed animals? no...:(

0078. Write in cursive or print? both, but it's legible(?)

0079. Have glasses or braces? glasses

0080. Drive? *shakes head*no

0081. Have any siblings? yeah

0082. Have A cell/beeper? cell phone


0083. Cried during a flick? yeah, I'm becoming more and more emotional

0084. Acted so stupid it was embarassing? there was a time when being myself was totally okay, but now it makes me feel like I'm going crazy

0085. Had an imaginary friend? no, but oddly enough I am very creative

0086. Had a crush on a teacher? yeah, until I found out he's a paedophile through rumors and now I'm a bit irked and really scared of him...If only he weren't such a good painting teacher

0087. Found a cartoon character attractive? hello, I'm an artist....my purpose IS to make things attractive, so YES

0088. Been so drunk you blacked out? no...it was just a blur and many waves but I didn't black out...I'm the creepy kind of drunk...ooo creepy

0089. Gone out in public in your pajamas? ew no

0090. Owned a New Kids on the Block tape? no...why does everyone ask that

0091. Planned your week based on the TV Guide? I never plan...it makes me feel boring

0092. Been on stage? I love it

0093. Gotten in a car accident? multiple times and it was never my fault

0094. Gotten anyone`s autograph? yeah, Mica (?) that race car driver and Manuel Herrera...I think that's it

0095. Met anyone famous? yeah

0096. Cried so much for anyone? I dunno

0097. Thought seriously about committing suicide? seriously yeah, but never any action coz I have nothing to leave behind...other than a lifeless body, which truly isn't anything worth leaving behind

0098. Cut yourself purposely? no...

0099. Told a secret you swore you wouldn`t tell? yeah, and I always feel really bad about it

0100. Been on radio or television? well...neither really...I think the big screen coz I did a commercial that got sent to somekind of award show...

0101. Intentionally hurt another person? when I was a violent baby yeah...

0102. Set any body part on fire for amusement? are you stupid?

0103. Gone skinny dipping? nope

0104. Have you ever gone snorkling? no


0105. Cried? I already told you that I did

0106. Cut your hair? I really really really want to cut it chin length...and then dye it maroon

0107. Worn a skirt? no

0108. Been mean? detached

0109. Been sarcastic? no :(

0110. Went out of your house? just came from a sleepover

0111. Called someone? yeah

0112. Talked to someone you have a crush on? I get too giddy when I talk to my crushes that they think I've lost it, so now I don't even bother with crushes...people are just attractive

0113. Missed someone? hello, all my close friends live in different states and countries. Especially Dominique recently

0114. Played truth or dare? so I look like I'm 10? NO? okay then...

0115. Watched a sunrise or sunset? from the 5th floor it's not that beautiful so I don't bother

0116. Went to the beach? no


0117. Me or you? me

0118. Coke or pepsi? coke

0119. Day or night? night

0120. Aol or aim? aim

0121. Cd or cassette? cd

0122. Dvd or vhs? dvd

0123. Jeans or khakis? khakis

0124. Car or truck? Car

0125. Tall or short? Tall

0126. Lunch or dinner? lunch

0127. N*sync or Backstreet Boys? but they're both so awful! tough decision

0128. Britney or Christina? please no

0129. Gap or Old Navy? aren't they the same?

0130. Lipstick or lip gloss? lipstick

0131. Silver or gold? gold

0132. Alcohol or weed? alcohol

0133. Lefty or righty? bothy

0134. Thugs or preppies? people who are just plain themselves!!!


0135. What is the one thing you would change about your past? nothing, or else I wouldn't be able to put so much into my art

0136. What is the biggest mistake you`ve made in your life? trusting my father

0138. Last thing you saw? that question...

0139. Last thing you said? when I feel better

0140. Who is the last person you saw? mommy

0141. Who is the last person you kissed? sarah...or mel or olivia...Like I know...basically I haven't kissed anyone since camp

0142. Who is the last person you hugged? Riva

0143. Who is the last person you fought with? probably My mom...

0144. What is the last song you heard? some Britney Spears song coz we were watching her videos....long story that I will only talk about if you ask

0145. If in high school now, which grammar school did you graduate from? since in Germany they don't have that silly graduation stuff, I never did...but middle school waa BIS, and grammar school was Grundschule III

0146. Who is the last person you talked to on the phone? mom


0147. What are you wearing? Tommy Jeans and Tommy pink sweater shirt

0148. What are you doing? trying to feel better

0149. Who are you talking to? I was talking to Nora but she went to bed

0150. What song are you listening to? nothing

0151. Where are you? my mom's room

0152. Who are you with? the computer???

0153. Are you online? WHAT KINDA DUMB*** QUESTION IS THAT???

0154. How are you feeling? groan

0155. Are you in a chatroom? no


0156. What day is it tomorrow? Sunday

0157. What are you doing tomorrow? homework and stuff

0158. What are you going to do after this? nothing...ask my mom if we're going to the movies or not...if not then I'll go to the bathroom and pee

0159. Who are you going to talk to? my family

0160. Where are you going to go? nowhere or the theaters

0161. How old will you be when you graduate? eightteen

0162. What do you wanna be? an artist who makes so much money that she can afford her own private island and some peace

0163. What is one of your dreams? what I want to become

0164. Where will you be in 25 years? either in Southern France with a place in London, Paris and Munich or on my private island...or not here if I have some how achieved everything I wanted by the age of 41


0165. Do you have a crush? nope

0166. Does he like you back? what?? I just think he's hot and funny

0167. How long have you liked him? oh, since I've known him

0168. Why and what do you like about his looks? his hair, smile and voice

0169. If you're single, why are you single? because I don't serve myself on a silver platter

0170. How long was your longest relationship? a month

0171. How long was your shortest relationship? a week

0172. Who was your first love? Aparently a kid named Daniel in Pre-K...his parents were ready to get us hitched...but we were...what...3?

0173. What's Love? something severly wrong with hormones...but it's nice...for a while

0174. Have you told him that you like them? never have I ever done that

0175. What do you think of the person who sent this to you? er...it wasn't sent to me, I took it

0176. Would you consider going out with him (if the opposite sex)? what??

0177. Do you consider him/her a good friend? not really, barely know her...

0178. What would you consider to be the perfect gift? a hug

0179. Do you consider Valentine`s Day to be a main holiday? that's pathetic...

0180. What celebrity could you see yourself with? erm...in some twisted world...Zach Braff :D

0181. If you had to choose one person in the world right now to spend the rest of your life with, who would it be? Like I can make that decision at this age

0182. Do you think you`ve been in love yet? possibly coz I've had my heart broken...but I'm over it

0183. Have you ever been hurt by someone you liked? yuh...many times

0184. What will ur kids' names be? Nyri, and a gazillion other names...I should probably write them down

0185. What is your sexual preference? I like men...I think that the men I like like men too...so I lost interest and wallow in self pity and art


0208. You want this survey to stop? no

0209. What are you waiting for? to feel better

00210. What do you think of this survey? not tto shabby

0212. Ever want to do surveys again? yeah, but I really need to pee

0213. Any last words? WHINE
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The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Sixth Level of Hell - The City of Dis!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)High
Level 2 (Lustful)Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Moderate
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very High
Level 7 (Violent)High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test
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x = ones I've done.
? = unsure
( ) Snuck out of the house
( ) Saw a shooting star
(x) Been to any other countries besides the united states
( ) Had surgery
( ) Kissed a stranger
(x) Hugged a stranger
(x) Been in a fist fight
(x) Had alcohol
( ) Laughed and had milk/coke/water come out of your nose
( ) Pushed all the buttons on an elevator
( ) Made out in an elevator
(x) Swore at your parents
(x) Kicked a guy where it hurts..
( ) Been in love
(x) Been close to love
( ) Been to a casino..
( ) Been skydiving..
(x) Broken/fractured a bone
( ) Been high
( ) Skinny-dipped
( ) Skipped school
(x) Flashed someone
(x) Saw a therapist
( ) Played spin the bottle
(x) Gotten stitches
( ) Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
(x) Bitten someone
( ) Been to Niagara Falls
(x) Gotten the chicken pox
( ) Crashed into a friend's car
(x) Ridden in a taxi
(x) Been dumped
( ) Shoplifted
( ) Been fired
(x) Had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
( ) Stole something from your job
( ) Gone on a blind date
(x) Lied to a friend
(x) Had a crush on a teacher/professor
( ) Saw someone die
( ) Driven over 400 miles in one day
(x) Been on a plane
( ) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) Thrown up in a bar
(x) Eaten Sushi
(x) Gone snowboarding/skiing
( ) Been moshing at a rock show
( ) Been to a motocross show
( ) Gone to college
( ) Graduated college
( ) Done hard drugs
(x) Taken painkillers
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so it's all one genre, but it's pretty cool...at least, I like it
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